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A New Begining to an Old Ending
Created on 2005-06-15 14:42:53 (#7439663), last updated 2006-11-02
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Alright. I started this when I was 16, so I thought I would update it. I started this journal because I have an eating disorder. I have suffered with it most of my life, and I just wanted to go somewhere, where people knew what I was going through. But the longer I stay in these communities the more I realize just how different every ED is. I feel sorry for anyone who has an eating disorder. I know I have tried to overcome this, but once I gain one pound it feels like my whole life has gone to shit. Like I can't keep up with everyone else. I know many people think you choose to have an eating disorder. But it chooses you. It feeds on the weak and vunerable. And I hate it because that means I am weak. All I want is to be perfect. Weak does not fit into that category.
Well most people find my problem offensive, and if you do....just don't read anything I write. Don't view my journal. Don't give me a second thought.
Well most people find my problem offensive, and if you do....just don't read anything I write. Don't view my journal. Don't give me a second thought.
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anorexia, bones, bulimia, dita von teese, eating disorders, etc., h.i.m, marilyn manson, my chemical romance, nine inch nails, skeletal, the used, thinspiration, twiggy ramirez, ville valo
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